I then went to parent teacher interviews, and even thought I didnt need to hold her hand, I did. I felt like, if she went away I would break. It wasn't that my teachers were giving me bad reports, it was the opposite, but the thought of me, finishing school in 176 days scares the crap out of me. I don't even know how to explain it, but soon everything will be over, and I'll have to be someone other than a student, a best friend...
Who am I going to be, when this is all over?
A Public Servant?
I know this is going to sound strange, but that's all I have and I don't have it in me right now to lower my standards. Sleepless nights, here I come.